It's often all too difficult to explain ourselves, as the vast ends to our minds can hardly be put into words to ourself, so how can we be expected to enlighten others of such? What they understand, seems to be all they get.
Right at this moment i feel that reveiling that this a massive mistake. I will remember this the next time I feel comfortable enough to open up the real me to someone. No actually wait a minute there won't be a next time.