"I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full, my body loved, and my soul is understood." But it exists, and is know where it is - I have simply not seen it yet. I am homesick for my heavenly home.
While you embark on your journey to self-discovery, here are some amazing TED talks for soul searching, that you'd want to draw inspiration from. Helpful material for training courses in social entrepreneurship. an Erasmus+ project.
Ego vs true self -- Your Right brain understands truthful patterns. Your Left Brain is where the Ego is house. This is why public schools only accommodate Left Brain subjects. Now it's time for humanity to awaken their Right Minds.
It always comes back to 3 things when seeking true Santosha (contentment, happiness, wholeness) Listening to your inner voice (soul). Having the courage to live fearlessly (even though every part of your subtle and physical body is trembling).