I wouldn't do it deep enough, I just need to feel something other than this emptiness, this hollow feeling buried in my chest that I can't get rid of. I want to feel numb I don't want to feel anything anymore
No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.