I need to remember this. I find myself trying to plan my life out just perfectly. I need to remember that God's plan may not be the same as mine, and if that is the case, I need to know how to let go of the one i've planned.
"I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I cannot feel it. I believe in God even when He is silent." ~written on a wall during the holocaust~ Love this song by Barlow Girl!
Your journey has molded you for your greater god, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. And now is right on time.