I think this all the time. Try going in pitch black with a picher of water, a flashlight, and a bowl. As you pour the water in to the bowl shine the flashlight across the water. It will move sightly with the light.
Fangirl problems and I fit all of them. I'm so glad my friends understand, lol she fangirls sometimes so I don't feel too bad. We joke all the time about how we would leave if our crushes had an interest in us.